I had to make a few stops on my way to work today. By the second stop, my anxiety level began to rise. All of the sudden I felt like I was late for something, I had missed an appointment or a deadline. Then I realized it was because everywhere I looked there were Christmas decorations. Not just a few, but aisles full of blinking Santas and twinkling lights. The ceilings were adorned with snowflakes and Happy Holiday signs. All of this was before 10am! November 1st! Halloween was a mere 10 hours ago! Had they been working all night? And what about Thanksgiving, are we supposed to skip it?
Then I heard God whisper "Be still." (He has to say that to me from time to time!) So, I took a deep breath in and let all of the anxiety of not being ready for Christmas drain out of me. I recognized that what I was feeling about not being ready for Christmas had nothing to do with Christmas. It was the "did I get a present for everyone I was supposed to get a present for? Do I have enough stocking stuffers? Did I get all of the Santa stuff taken care of?" feelings.
Advent begins this year on November 28th. It is the start of our 4 week preparation of the coming of our Lord. So I am challenging myself to be still. I will leisurely enjoy the month of November and Thanksgiving with my family. And I will use the coming days to prepare my heart for the Advent season and what it brings with it. Then, and only then will I be able to be truly ready for Christmas.
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